About a year ago I was at a Lydia concert. I went with a few friends and for the opening acts we sat in a booth and hung out since it was at some bar and we didn't want beer all over us from the crazy fans in the crowd. As we were all talking and sharing stories I overheard the current band's lead singer bashing Jesus. I wish I could remember exactly what he said but I remember it was along the lines of not believe in Jesus but he was exaggerating EVERYTHING, all the while he was just saying all this stuff to open up a song. I shrugged it off because I thought, What can I do? Tell him about the magic of Jesus in the middle of the concert? Tell him about His undying love for him? I was across the room in the middle of a conversation and wasn't about to leave because I paid $15 to get in and see a band that hadn't even gone on yet. While all of this was going through my mind (probably within .5 seconds of this guy's bashing's) a random guy in the crowd interrupted the band (he obviously liked because he was in the front row) by yelling out, "What's wrong with Jesus? Why don't you believe? He's awesome." The singer, in complete shock said "I was just trying to appeal to you guys, I'm sorry. I actually do believe in Jesus.".
I guess my question is,
should I have left? Probably. The concerts in heaven are going to be much better. But would you actually leave? It's so much easier said then done.
Would you have been that guy, the one that yelled out defending Jesus? Again, easier said then done. He had no idea how it was going to be received. He could have been booed out of there, hurt, punched, insulted. But regardless he did it. He made a choice. One that will be honored and get him some serious cool points in Heaven. I wish I could have been that guy. I wish I could surround myself with people like that guy.
Are we like the singer? It sounds so ridiculous to us but change the situation, change the people, the scenario. How many times have you walked out of church and cursed the sun for being too bright? (Like Constantine), or how many times have you made a Jewish joke or judged someone. All sins. All demeaning to the name of Jesus. Or maybe you're like me and if someone flat out insulted Jesus, you would do nothing.
Maybe someone asked you about your faith and you said, "uh well I believe in God but I'm not one of those bible beaters or anything so don't worry". Not okay. Jesus DIED for you. Again that's something WAY easier said then done. Have you died for anyone lately? Sure we're all willing to die for our parents or siblings, etc. but have you ever really thought about what Jesus did? Like no more life, beat to death, worst way to die ever. For you. Just so you can tell people that you're "not one of those bible beaters or anything". I'm not Jesus, but I'm pretty sure that's not why He died, and I have a whole testament backing that idea. Sure, He's God and will forgive you but do you really want to be, that guy that is having to ask for forgiveness over and over because you're too ashamed of what your friends will think? God will forgive me, but will my friends accept me? Let's look at it from a different point of view, what's more important? You're friends that will probably ditch you the next time they change their underwear or eternal salvation?
I'd like to be better. In no way am I pointing fingers. If that was the case, point the biggest finger at me. But since Jesus died for me and everything, maybe I should take some punches for Him. Maybe I should lose $15 for His name. I want to surround myself with people like that guy so if you're interested. Give me a call. But I need you to be willing to take some punches. I need you to be okay with walking out of a concert with me in honor of Him.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Timing
Little One,
Be Patient. I will bring to pass all I have promised. What now seems to you a needless delay -- even a backward move -- is actually an important step in the necessary process. Child, the pains of healing are similar to the pains of the earlier difficulty, but with one significant difference: they are the result of the steady flow of My Life which is, even now, reversing the damages you have asked Me to mend.
Keep your eyes on Me, for I know an important principle you have forgotten. Often what is quickly acquired is also quickly lost. Therefore, rest! I AM laying a solid foundation which cannot be moved.
Faithfully, Dad
(today's reading: From The Father's Heart by Charles Slagle)
[You shall not be in dread of them, for the Lord your God is in your midst, a great and awesome God. The Lord your God will clear away these nations before you little by little. You may not make an end of them at once, lest the wild beasts grow too numerous for you. But the Lord your God will give them over to you and throw them into great confusion, until they are destroyed]
It's weird how timing works out. How you can forget to read your daily bible or a devo and when you get a chance to pick it up it has whole new meaning then it would have before.
I trust you Lord. And I would go to the ends of the earth for You. You give me a time and a place and I'll be there. Nothing is holding me down, no stings, no rope, no chain. It's You and me. Again. Just the two of Us.
Be Patient. I will bring to pass all I have promised. What now seems to you a needless delay -- even a backward move -- is actually an important step in the necessary process. Child, the pains of healing are similar to the pains of the earlier difficulty, but with one significant difference: they are the result of the steady flow of My Life which is, even now, reversing the damages you have asked Me to mend.
Keep your eyes on Me, for I know an important principle you have forgotten. Often what is quickly acquired is also quickly lost. Therefore, rest! I AM laying a solid foundation which cannot be moved.
Faithfully, Dad
(today's reading: From The Father's Heart by Charles Slagle)
[You shall not be in dread of them, for the Lord your God is in your midst, a great and awesome God. The Lord your God will clear away these nations before you little by little. You may not make an end of them at once, lest the wild beasts grow too numerous for you. But the Lord your God will give them over to you and throw them into great confusion, until they are destroyed]
It's weird how timing works out. How you can forget to read your daily bible or a devo and when you get a chance to pick it up it has whole new meaning then it would have before.
I trust you Lord. And I would go to the ends of the earth for You. You give me a time and a place and I'll be there. Nothing is holding me down, no stings, no rope, no chain. It's You and me. Again. Just the two of Us.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Adam & Eve?
Let me start off this post by saying I'm sorry. This is not meant to offend anyone in away way, this isn't a shot at anyone in particular it's just my opinion. I'm not hiding behind my words either because everything that I am saying here I would say to anyone face to face.
Leggings are not pants. Constantly I am outnumbered in a room with girls wearing leggings, and a slightly oversize t-shirt. I feel like when I first started seeing leggings they were under peoples pants to keep them warm, and then there was a tiny shift to under skirts or dresses. Maybe for fashion? Maybe because the skirt was too short? I admit that I did it from time to time for fun and still do it when the weather is chilly and I want to wear a dress. From there I guess the dresses got shorter and shorter and eventually turned into T-Shirts/Jackets/Vests. Here are some examples
Bluntly put, if a guy wanted to see you naked he would ask to see you naked/marry you/etc. If I get married, my future husband is out there and I'd rather not him see what other girls look like naked from the waist down. If he messed up and saw a girl naked on his own that is/was his choice at the time but to offer yourself/your body out for everyone to see? The same reason we shouldn't wear low cut shirts and short shorts, we shouldn't wear skin tight "pants" that show every inch of our lower body. As Christian girls the reason we should be dressing the part is because we don't want our Christian brothers to stumble, and if they do we don't want to be the cause.
Adam and Eve messed up. If it wasn't for them, we would all be naked and personally I think that would be awesome. I feel like a lot of insecurities would disappear because we would have nothing to hide behind. Being naked in our own skin is comfortable, but that's not how the cookie crumbled. Instead we have to wear these clothes to cover up and in a way I feel like wearing leggings is a sorry attempt to get around it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not discriminating against just leggings. If I'm being honest I feel the same way about swimsuits and things alike, which is why I hate wearing them. My naked body is something that should be shared with my husband, not everybody on the beach or everyone on campus.
It might be comfortable for you but walking around my house naked is comfortable for me... but I'm not going to go to class naked. Not wearing a bra, wearing my slippers, unbuttoned pants, boxers, etc is comfortable for me but again, I'm not going to go to class like that. It's not comfortable for me to know that (if I have one) my future husband is out there and you give him no choice, that my brothers in Christ that are struggling to stay pure are out there and you give them no choice but to look at you're body, in it's purest form.
So I say in conclusion, save the leggings for winter when you need them for warmth. Society has told you this is "cool" but it's not. It's gross. But hey, no harm no foul. Although, if you choose not to hang up your "pants", then just remember when you look in your mirror, that your husband is looking at a girl dressed just like you somewhere else. When you look in that mirror remember that a girl dressed like you may be the reason your husband doesn't wait. Remember that you maybe be causing your brother to stumble.
In Love and grace,
Leggings are not pants. Constantly I am outnumbered in a room with girls wearing leggings, and a slightly oversize t-shirt. I feel like when I first started seeing leggings they were under peoples pants to keep them warm, and then there was a tiny shift to under skirts or dresses. Maybe for fashion? Maybe because the skirt was too short? I admit that I did it from time to time for fun and still do it when the weather is chilly and I want to wear a dress. From there I guess the dresses got shorter and shorter and eventually turned into T-Shirts/Jackets/Vests. Here are some examples
Bluntly put, if a guy wanted to see you naked he would ask to see you naked/marry you/etc. If I get married, my future husband is out there and I'd rather not him see what other girls look like naked from the waist down. If he messed up and saw a girl naked on his own that is/was his choice at the time but to offer yourself/your body out for everyone to see? The same reason we shouldn't wear low cut shirts and short shorts, we shouldn't wear skin tight "pants" that show every inch of our lower body. As Christian girls the reason we should be dressing the part is because we don't want our Christian brothers to stumble, and if they do we don't want to be the cause.
Adam and Eve messed up. If it wasn't for them, we would all be naked and personally I think that would be awesome. I feel like a lot of insecurities would disappear because we would have nothing to hide behind. Being naked in our own skin is comfortable, but that's not how the cookie crumbled. Instead we have to wear these clothes to cover up and in a way I feel like wearing leggings is a sorry attempt to get around it. Don't get me wrong, I'm not discriminating against just leggings. If I'm being honest I feel the same way about swimsuits and things alike, which is why I hate wearing them. My naked body is something that should be shared with my husband, not everybody on the beach or everyone on campus.
It might be comfortable for you but walking around my house naked is comfortable for me... but I'm not going to go to class naked. Not wearing a bra, wearing my slippers, unbuttoned pants, boxers, etc is comfortable for me but again, I'm not going to go to class like that. It's not comfortable for me to know that (if I have one) my future husband is out there and you give him no choice, that my brothers in Christ that are struggling to stay pure are out there and you give them no choice but to look at you're body, in it's purest form.
So I say in conclusion, save the leggings for winter when you need them for warmth. Society has told you this is "cool" but it's not. It's gross. But hey, no harm no foul. Although, if you choose not to hang up your "pants", then just remember when you look in your mirror, that your husband is looking at a girl dressed just like you somewhere else. When you look in that mirror remember that a girl dressed like you may be the reason your husband doesn't wait. Remember that you maybe be causing your brother to stumble.
In Love and grace,
Thursday, September 24, 2009
God has the best sense of humor.
Instead of a weekly update I am going to give you a novel to read. Syke! But this post is going to be really long, but really worth it. Here it goes, One of my YoungLife girls sent me an email asking for advice on how to answer a question that her friend was asking her about Christianity. I worked on the response for about 2-3 hours and felt really confident about it and knew it was something I wanted to share with friends, not for my glory at all, strictly for God's glory. Here it goes.
This a copy of the email sent to one of my girls (which she forward to me):
The author of The Reason For God says that "The problem of tragedy, suffering, and injustice is a problem for everyone. It is at least as big a problem for non belief in God as for belief. It is therefore a mistake, though an understandable one, to think that if you abandon belief in God it somehow makes the problem of evil easier to handle." Fine, I agree. But, he also quotes CS Lewis in saying " My argument against God was that the universe seemed cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of "just" and "unjust"?... What was I comparing this universe with when I called it unjust?... Of course I could have given up my idea of justice by saying it was nothing but a private idea of my own. But if i did that, then my argument against God collapsed too- for the argument depended on saying that the world was really unjust, not simply that it did not happen to please my private fantasies... Consequently atheism turns out to be too simple."
The author then goes on to say that "the evolutionary mechanism of natural selection depends on death, destruction, and violence of the strong against the weak- these things are all perfectly natural."
So then, how is it that though this natural selection only certain types of people or certain concentrated areas happen to be weak? Is the up to God to decide? But natural selection is scientific, and isn't is opposing to being science and religion together?. We learned today in my Global Perspectives in Intl Social Policy class that there is enough food to feed every man woman and child in the world. Yet 1 in 7 die of hunger. We also learned that a child dies every 8 seconds from hunger or hunger related illnesses. So these are the weak? Are these the people God has chosen for now to be the "Weak"? Will he change his mind and change his decision on who the "weak" are in a decade or so?.. Will he decide later on those who are currently white and rich will then be the weak? That those who are currently suffering get to change roles and become the strong?. That would be cool. But pointless if it doesn't happen within each others lives. The quote about not understanding someone else'spain and suffering until you are in their shoes would be a very good experiment if we were able to take it literal, don't you think?..
What do you think about this? I know you've gone through all the Bible stuff and you go to church.. What do they say about situations like these?..
My response:
First of all, The Reason For God is a great book and is very informative. She should probably read the whole thing to understand Timothy Keller's point of view. Tragedy, suffering and injustice is indeed a problem for everyone, but that can always go back to a dialogue of people saying "God, why is there suffering? Why is there Holocausts and slavery?" but what people don't understand is God could be saying right back at us, "Yea, why is there suffering? What are you doing as a Christian to cease suffering and famine? Are you loving people and caring for them or are you just loving the lovable?" [Matthew 5:45 in The Message says "If all you do is love the lovable, do you expect a bonus? Anybody can do that."] God isn't blaming us in an angry threatening way, but giving us an opportunity to step up and show people the love of God and we are failing time after time after time. Yes tragedy happens to everyone, even for people that are nonbelievers but it never ever says in the bible that if you become a Christian or if you believe in God that life will be easy and tragedy wont happen. In fact it says the opposite. Matthew 8:20 says "Jesus was curt:" Are you ready to rough it? We're not staying in the best inns, you know." and then not even 3 verses later it says in Matthew 23 "Then he got in the boat, His disciples with Him. The next thing they knew, they were in a severe storm.". Personally when tragedy happened my life turning to God was the greatest thing I could have done and I assume that is what Keller is getting at.
Just a little background information, C.S. Lewis use to be an atheist, and so this quote is quoting his original belief in God. Lewis has an amazing point. Just and unjust? Who says what is just? Who says what is good and what is bad? I'll give you an example from my own life. My junior year of high school I went to Young Life and at the first club my friend Nicole wrote all over my car with car paint "Young Life 7:29", "YL" and stuff like that. A few months later I was with Nicole and got in a really bad car accident, a 5 car pile up. It was my first accident and I was devastated. Everyone was exchanging numbers and freaking out, but there was this one guy, the only one close to my age, walking around not asking for anyones information, just asking questions and making sure everyone was ok. He stayed close to Nicole and I and eventually I asked him if he got all the information he needed for his insurance. He then informed me that he was the 6th car, he stopped in time and wasn't even involved in the accident. He had planned on just going around us and moving on but saw it an opportunity to be Christ, then seeing "Young Life" on the back of my car decided to stay and talk to us for a while. I was in complete shock because my spiritual life was alright, but not awesome. He then asked to pray over us and thats when it hit me. God knew I couldn't handle this event on my own and wanted to send someone that would help me through it. We stayed friends with this boy, Max, and he ended up going to Senior prom with Nicole! Now was that just or unjust? Was it unjust that I was involved in a 5 car pile up? Was it unjust that I nearly totaled a car that I worked 3 years to buy? To me and my understanding God always has a plan. He IS a just God and just because we may think that something is "unjust" doesn't mean that the light at the end of the tunnel has already arrived. Maybe when we assume something is "unjust" we are only 1/2 way through the tunnel and greater things have yet to come. "What was I comparing this universe with when I called it unjust?" What is making the universe "unjust"? Why does she think it is unjust? Because of famine or Holocaust? Again I go back to the "What are WE doing to fix this?" God gives us so many chances to step up and do something. Her argument against God is the world is unjust and that means there is no God? What about free will? Is God being "unjust" when he saves a atheists from getting in a car accident? Is he not granting her a right of free will by saving her?
Natural selection is a completely different story. Yes, natural selection still happens but in the human world. God would never say that since someone is weak they are going to hell and because they are strong they are going to heaven. In fact the last in line are the first according to Luke 14:10-11 [When you're invited to dinner; go and sit at the last place. Then when the host comes he may very well say, "Friend, come up to the front."...What I'm saying is, If you walk around with your nose in the air you're going to end up flat on your face. But if you're content to be simply yourself, you will become more than yourself."] Jesus himself was last in line. Jesus was a slave. I will not deny that natural selection doesn't happen because it does. In the corporate world. Luke 13:30 says "This is the Great Reversal: the last in line put at the head of the line, and then so called first end up last." I haven't heard of natural selection in years. How many times do you see someone that has brown eyes die sooner then someone with blue eyes. That is pretty much what natural selection is about, a trait that you get from your parents that gives you a longer survival rate. But if we look back in the day, natural selection was much more common. Let's look at it in terms of the bible, if God knows where everything is going to go, how things will happen and the outcome of certain things why didn't He just fast forward, skip all the sin in the old testament and get to Jesus? It all goes back to free will. You see God looks at time in a different way then how we see it. It just is there, with us there is past present and future. God sees it all. He isn't in the present watching the movie of our lives and then fast forward, it's just all there. Anyways, so through the old testament God gave us a million and one chances to make things right. To be holy and we failed several times but every time He picked us back up. Romans 11:32 says "God makes sure that we all experience what it means to be outside so that He can personally open the door and welcome us back in." If God did everything for us, if we didn't experience hardship and was just given Jesus, life would be so much harder then it is now. We would have no idea how big of a deal it was for Jesus to die. God had to show us how bad things could get before He could show us His glory and have His son die for us. If Genesis 1 started out "And Jesus died for everyone's sin" how could we compare that to anything? How would we know what sin was? How could we know what He was dying for.
When people say science and religion don't go together it breaks my heart. Through science we have been given the opportunity to see God's work. Just look at how the brain is wired. There is no way that we could have just been apes and just so happen to turn into humans who just so happened to have a huge brain increase who just so happened to form their own language and just so happened to have the right neurons and the right organs. No way. At the same time we must understand that some science classes are bias. If you've ever heard of "Lucy" its very easy to explain. "Lucy" is supposed proof that we were originally apes or whatnot, but the bones that were found to form Lucy where MILES apart. How can someone die and have all of their bones spread out everywhere? I understand it is possible because of other animals eating "her" and then poopin' her up or taking her bones somewhere else but keep in mind that there were many different species at the time and it is VERY likely that a little confusion went down and maybe one scientist "accidently" put 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 12948893 different animals together to make them look like a human ancestor. The fact of the matter is that scientific facts change all the time. All the time. Almost everyday you hear about another fraud that faked something to get his name in lights. The bible is so historically backed up and it never changes. In fact, there is more proof that all the events in the bible happened, then there is proof that Alexander the great lived. We all believe that he lived so why can't we believe the bible?
I go back again to the issues of this world. They are issues of this world and God has given all of us chances to change those outcomes. Being born into a homeless family is not natural selection, natural selection "is the process by which heritable traits that make it more likely for an organism to survive and successfully reproduce become more common in a population over successive generations." So in a way God is doing that person a favor. He is giving them a chance to get back up. He is giving them a chance to see how bad things can get -- not because He is an unjust God or because he is hateful, because when you see how bad things could be you appreciate things when they are good. God doesn't just sit there and poke fun at us. Who is to say that He doesn't constantly give those people that are homeless or hungry chances? Do we personally know that they are getting no help? He could be giving them chances, which I'm sure He is, and they could be oblivious. Just like an atheist avoiding a car accident. God brought 600,000 slaves out of Egypt. God is not unjust. God sent His son to earth to die for people that were terrible human beings, that did not deserve to have a relationship with God because of all their sin. God is not unjust. Jesus saved so many people physically while he was on earth. Let the blind see, made the sick well, raised a girl from the dead. God is not unjust. My favorite part about this is Hebrew 13:8 "Jesus doesn't change -- yesterday, today, tomorrow, He's always totally Himself."
So in conclusion, we HAVE to trust God. Romans 8:29 says "God knew what He was doing from the very beginning. He decided from the outset to shape the lives of those who love Him along the same lines as the life of his Son." and 2 Peter 3:9 "God isn't late with His promise as some measure lateness. He is restraining Himself on account of you, holding back the End because He doesn't want anyone lost. He's giving everyone space and time to change." I really recommend you both read Romans.
This past week I have been complaining so much about how my classes have nothing to do with what I want to do with my life but if I hadn't taken Biological Anthropology and Philosophy last year I would have had no insight to this situation. What a great sense of humor God has.
This a copy of the email sent to one of my girls (which she forward to me):
The author of The Reason For God says that "The problem of tragedy, suffering, and injustice is a problem for everyone. It is at least as big a problem for non belief in God as for belief. It is therefore a mistake, though an understandable one, to think that if you abandon belief in God it somehow makes the problem of evil easier to handle." Fine, I agree. But, he also quotes CS Lewis in saying " My argument against God was that the universe seemed cruel and unjust. But how had I got this idea of "just" and "unjust"?... What was I comparing this universe with when I called it unjust?... Of course I could have given up my idea of justice by saying it was nothing but a private idea of my own. But if i did that, then my argument against God collapsed too- for the argument depended on saying that the world was really unjust, not simply that it did not happen to please my private fantasies... Consequently atheism turns out to be too simple."
The author then goes on to say that "the evolutionary mechanism of natural selection depends on death, destruction, and violence of the strong against the weak- these things are all perfectly natural."
So then, how is it that though this natural selection only certain types of people or certain concentrated areas happen to be weak? Is the up to God to decide? But natural selection is scientific, and isn't is opposing to being science and religion together?. We learned today in my Global Perspectives in Intl Social Policy class that there is enough food to feed every man woman and child in the world. Yet 1 in 7 die of hunger. We also learned that a child dies every 8 seconds from hunger or hunger related illnesses. So these are the weak? Are these the people God has chosen for now to be the "Weak"? Will he change his mind and change his decision on who the "weak" are in a decade or so?.. Will he decide later on those who are currently white and rich will then be the weak? That those who are currently suffering get to change roles and become the strong?. That would be cool. But pointless if it doesn't happen within each others lives. The quote about not understanding someone else'spain and suffering until you are in their shoes would be a very good experiment if we were able to take it literal, don't you think?..
What do you think about this? I know you've gone through all the Bible stuff and you go to church.. What do they say about situations like these?..
My response:
First of all, The Reason For God is a great book and is very informative. She should probably read the whole thing to understand Timothy Keller's point of view. Tragedy, suffering and injustice is indeed a problem for everyone, but that can always go back to a dialogue of people saying "God, why is there suffering? Why is there Holocausts and slavery?" but what people don't understand is God could be saying right back at us, "Yea, why is there suffering? What are you doing as a Christian to cease suffering and famine? Are you loving people and caring for them or are you just loving the lovable?" [Matthew 5:45 in The Message says "If all you do is love the lovable, do you expect a bonus? Anybody can do that."] God isn't blaming us in an angry threatening way, but giving us an opportunity to step up and show people the love of God and we are failing time after time after time. Yes tragedy happens to everyone, even for people that are nonbelievers but it never ever says in the bible that if you become a Christian or if you believe in God that life will be easy and tragedy wont happen. In fact it says the opposite. Matthew 8:20 says "Jesus was curt:" Are you ready to rough it? We're not staying in the best inns, you know." and then not even 3 verses later it says in Matthew 23 "Then he got in the boat, His disciples with Him. The next thing they knew, they were in a severe storm.". Personally when tragedy happened my life turning to God was the greatest thing I could have done and I assume that is what Keller is getting at.
Just a little background information, C.S. Lewis use to be an atheist, and so this quote is quoting his original belief in God. Lewis has an amazing point. Just and unjust? Who says what is just? Who says what is good and what is bad? I'll give you an example from my own life. My junior year of high school I went to Young Life and at the first club my friend Nicole wrote all over my car with car paint "Young Life 7:29", "YL" and stuff like that. A few months later I was with Nicole and got in a really bad car accident, a 5 car pile up. It was my first accident and I was devastated. Everyone was exchanging numbers and freaking out, but there was this one guy, the only one close to my age, walking around not asking for anyones information, just asking questions and making sure everyone was ok. He stayed close to Nicole and I and eventually I asked him if he got all the information he needed for his insurance. He then informed me that he was the 6th car, he stopped in time and wasn't even involved in the accident. He had planned on just going around us and moving on but saw it an opportunity to be Christ, then seeing "Young Life" on the back of my car decided to stay and talk to us for a while. I was in complete shock because my spiritual life was alright, but not awesome. He then asked to pray over us and thats when it hit me. God knew I couldn't handle this event on my own and wanted to send someone that would help me through it. We stayed friends with this boy, Max, and he ended up going to Senior prom with Nicole! Now was that just or unjust? Was it unjust that I was involved in a 5 car pile up? Was it unjust that I nearly totaled a car that I worked 3 years to buy? To me and my understanding God always has a plan. He IS a just God and just because we may think that something is "unjust" doesn't mean that the light at the end of the tunnel has already arrived. Maybe when we assume something is "unjust" we are only 1/2 way through the tunnel and greater things have yet to come. "What was I comparing this universe with when I called it unjust?" What is making the universe "unjust"? Why does she think it is unjust? Because of famine or Holocaust? Again I go back to the "What are WE doing to fix this?" God gives us so many chances to step up and do something. Her argument against God is the world is unjust and that means there is no God? What about free will? Is God being "unjust" when he saves a atheists from getting in a car accident? Is he not granting her a right of free will by saving her?
Natural selection is a completely different story. Yes, natural selection still happens but in the human world. God would never say that since someone is weak they are going to hell and because they are strong they are going to heaven. In fact the last in line are the first according to Luke 14:10-11 [When you're invited to dinner; go and sit at the last place. Then when the host comes he may very well say, "Friend, come up to the front."...What I'm saying is, If you walk around with your nose in the air you're going to end up flat on your face. But if you're content to be simply yourself, you will become more than yourself."] Jesus himself was last in line. Jesus was a slave. I will not deny that natural selection doesn't happen because it does. In the corporate world. Luke 13:30 says "This is the Great Reversal: the last in line put at the head of the line, and then so called first end up last." I haven't heard of natural selection in years. How many times do you see someone that has brown eyes die sooner then someone with blue eyes. That is pretty much what natural selection is about, a trait that you get from your parents that gives you a longer survival rate. But if we look back in the day, natural selection was much more common. Let's look at it in terms of the bible, if God knows where everything is going to go, how things will happen and the outcome of certain things why didn't He just fast forward, skip all the sin in the old testament and get to Jesus? It all goes back to free will. You see God looks at time in a different way then how we see it. It just is there, with us there is past present and future. God sees it all. He isn't in the present watching the movie of our lives and then fast forward, it's just all there. Anyways, so through the old testament God gave us a million and one chances to make things right. To be holy and we failed several times but every time He picked us back up. Romans 11:32 says "God makes sure that we all experience what it means to be outside so that He can personally open the door and welcome us back in." If God did everything for us, if we didn't experience hardship and was just given Jesus, life would be so much harder then it is now. We would have no idea how big of a deal it was for Jesus to die. God had to show us how bad things could get before He could show us His glory and have His son die for us. If Genesis 1 started out "And Jesus died for everyone's sin" how could we compare that to anything? How would we know what sin was? How could we know what He was dying for.
When people say science and religion don't go together it breaks my heart. Through science we have been given the opportunity to see God's work. Just look at how the brain is wired. There is no way that we could have just been apes and just so happen to turn into humans who just so happened to have a huge brain increase who just so happened to form their own language and just so happened to have the right neurons and the right organs. No way. At the same time we must understand that some science classes are bias. If you've ever heard of "Lucy" its very easy to explain. "Lucy" is supposed proof that we were originally apes or whatnot, but the bones that were found to form Lucy where MILES apart. How can someone die and have all of their bones spread out everywhere? I understand it is possible because of other animals eating "her" and then poopin' her up or taking her bones somewhere else but keep in mind that there were many different species at the time and it is VERY likely that a little confusion went down and maybe one scientist "accidently" put 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 12948893 different animals together to make them look like a human ancestor. The fact of the matter is that scientific facts change all the time. All the time. Almost everyday you hear about another fraud that faked something to get his name in lights. The bible is so historically backed up and it never changes. In fact, there is more proof that all the events in the bible happened, then there is proof that Alexander the great lived. We all believe that he lived so why can't we believe the bible?
I go back again to the issues of this world. They are issues of this world and God has given all of us chances to change those outcomes. Being born into a homeless family is not natural selection, natural selection "is the process by which heritable traits that make it more likely for an organism to survive and successfully reproduce become more common in a population over successive generations." So in a way God is doing that person a favor. He is giving them a chance to get back up. He is giving them a chance to see how bad things can get -- not because He is an unjust God or because he is hateful, because when you see how bad things could be you appreciate things when they are good. God doesn't just sit there and poke fun at us. Who is to say that He doesn't constantly give those people that are homeless or hungry chances? Do we personally know that they are getting no help? He could be giving them chances, which I'm sure He is, and they could be oblivious. Just like an atheist avoiding a car accident. God brought 600,000 slaves out of Egypt. God is not unjust. God sent His son to earth to die for people that were terrible human beings, that did not deserve to have a relationship with God because of all their sin. God is not unjust. Jesus saved so many people physically while he was on earth. Let the blind see, made the sick well, raised a girl from the dead. God is not unjust. My favorite part about this is Hebrew 13:8 "Jesus doesn't change -- yesterday, today, tomorrow, He's always totally Himself."
So in conclusion, we HAVE to trust God. Romans 8:29 says "God knew what He was doing from the very beginning. He decided from the outset to shape the lives of those who love Him along the same lines as the life of his Son." and 2 Peter 3:9 "God isn't late with His promise as some measure lateness. He is restraining Himself on account of you, holding back the End because He doesn't want anyone lost. He's giving everyone space and time to change." I really recommend you both read Romans.
This past week I have been complaining so much about how my classes have nothing to do with what I want to do with my life but if I hadn't taken Biological Anthropology and Philosophy last year I would have had no insight to this situation. What a great sense of humor God has.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Open my eyes to the things unseen.
Yesterday I was burden to skip my western civilization class and had no idea why. 20 minutes before class I prayed about going since the hot topic of the last few weeks has been religion I felt like maybe God was leading me towards staying home and reading instead. At the last minute I put everything aside and decided to go [you know since my mom is paying a ridiculous amount of money for me to go to that very class] and what I learned was priceless. The discussion started and my heart was racing, the teacher decided today's topic was Moses and the exodus of Egypt. He claimed that historically there is no proof that Moses ever existed, and there was no 600,000 person exodus out of Egypt. Now, I knew what he was saying was false because I've heard endless sermons and younglife talks about the accuracy of the Bible, plus done a small amount of research on my own. Anyways, I was so concerned about the 299 other students in my class that could have been struggling in their faith. I wanted more than anything to speak up but I knew I didn't know enough about this subject to argue so I shot a text message to Spencer, AmyKitchel and Robyn. Spencer provided me with prayer, Robyn provided me with future date to discuss notes from an old younglife talk and AmyKitchel said she'd find out more information and call me later. About 15 minutes after my class got out AmyKitchel called me and told me an incredible story. She is going through Jesus school at the moment and during class their phones must be turned off, somehow her phone got turned on while in her bag and was on loud so when I sent her that text her phone rang causing the professor to draw his attention towards the noise. He made an announcement to the class asking who it was and just to admit it so of course Amy raised her hand. The professor then told her it was okay, as long as she read the text message out loud to the class. It read "Right now my western civ teacher is saying Moses didn't exist and there was no exodus from Egypt. He is saying there is no evidence other than the bible?" She read my text causing pretty much all of her classmates to run up to her after class and let her know what to tell me resulting in her calling me and telling me this story. God is so good. After I took a step back and looked at all the events that occurred I realized that it wasn't God burdening me to skip class, it was definitely the devil. If I didn't go to class I wouldn't have thought about researching more about the history of the bible and because I did go to class I am being shown ways to speak up next time I am put in this situation. Plus 1,000,000
Classes are okay. I miss Texas. Minus 2
Last weekend I was able to go home for my dad's birthday. It was so good and he loved his birthday present (tickets to the Arkansas/A&M football game at the new Dallas Cowboys stadium). Spencer came with me and it was a lot of fun. I loved spending time with my family and am learning more and more this year how much I love them and miss them. I am so blessed to have them. My sister's house looks awesome and I'm so happy she finally has that. I also was able to spend a lot of time with Caitlin and Kathryn (I love them), two of the girls I (and Holley! love her.) took to camp. I go home on October 2nd and am excited to see everyone again. Plus 6
On Monday I was eating brunch with Caitlin and got a message on my phone saying that it couldn't make or receive calls and I had to plug it into my computer (which was 30 minutes away). I was so stressed out because I was leaving at 3 and already on a tight schedule. I went on about my day without it and once I got home I plugged it in. Nothing happened. I called apple care, they were off for labor day. I called all the apple stores, they were completely full. There are no apple stores in Arkansas so I had no choice, I had to stay another night (oh darn.) I was able to make an appointment for Monday night (through the grace of God) I had a new baby iPhone (Chuy Jr.) by 6:15 pm. Since I wasn't going home anymore I decided to go to the Frisco Young Life Sonic Pre-Club hang out! It was awesome and I'm glad I was able to see everyone again before I left. All in all it was good. Plus 5
My roommates are great. Plus 3
Some friends of mine are starting Fantasy Football and we are picking our draft tonight! Wish me luck! Plus 3
Well, that looks like a pretty full update on my life. A few more important details will be filled in at some point. If you guys could be praying for unity at the University of Arkansas with all the religious organizations that'd be awesome! They are trying to start up an all campus worship and it looks to have some real potential!
Total Points: 1,000,015
Classes are okay. I miss Texas. Minus 2
Last weekend I was able to go home for my dad's birthday. It was so good and he loved his birthday present (tickets to the Arkansas/A&M football game at the new Dallas Cowboys stadium). Spencer came with me and it was a lot of fun. I loved spending time with my family and am learning more and more this year how much I love them and miss them. I am so blessed to have them. My sister's house looks awesome and I'm so happy she finally has that. I also was able to spend a lot of time with Caitlin and Kathryn (I love them), two of the girls I (and Holley! love her.) took to camp. I go home on October 2nd and am excited to see everyone again. Plus 6
On Monday I was eating brunch with Caitlin and got a message on my phone saying that it couldn't make or receive calls and I had to plug it into my computer (which was 30 minutes away). I was so stressed out because I was leaving at 3 and already on a tight schedule. I went on about my day without it and once I got home I plugged it in. Nothing happened. I called apple care, they were off for labor day. I called all the apple stores, they were completely full. There are no apple stores in Arkansas so I had no choice, I had to stay another night (oh darn.) I was able to make an appointment for Monday night (through the grace of God) I had a new baby iPhone (Chuy Jr.) by 6:15 pm. Since I wasn't going home anymore I decided to go to the Frisco Young Life Sonic Pre-Club hang out! It was awesome and I'm glad I was able to see everyone again before I left. All in all it was good. Plus 5
My roommates are great. Plus 3
Some friends of mine are starting Fantasy Football and we are picking our draft tonight! Wish me luck! Plus 3
Well, that looks like a pretty full update on my life. A few more important details will be filled in at some point. If you guys could be praying for unity at the University of Arkansas with all the religious organizations that'd be awesome! They are trying to start up an all campus worship and it looks to have some real potential!
Total Points: 1,000,015
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Pictures!
This is my seat at the new Dallas Cowboys stadium for the Arkansas/A&M first rivalry game. After camping out for 15 hours I have a seat at row 8, seat 1!
My fish Cairns!
My dorm room!!
My roommates & our living room!
Friday, August 28, 2009
Tonight! Yes, TONIGHT!
First week of school = over! My classes seem... ok. I thought they were going to be a lot easier because they are basic classes but I know it will be alright. My western civ 1 class is going to be my toughest class because all tests are accumulative and its over lecture and the book (they don't overlap) Sad day. I can't seem to pay attention in my classes so I'm going to look in to figuring something out to keep my focus! Minus 3
I don't think I really have a "favorite class" but there are pros and cons of each class. Art History: The teacher reads from a script. Word for word. pro- its hysterical when she loses her place and makes excuses so it doesn't look like she lost her place. con- she's reading from a script and its the most boring 50 minutes of my life. Psyc: My teacher is a TA. pro- it shouldn't be too hard con- at times I feel like I know more about a subject then he does. Communications: My teacher is an Honors teacher so she's teaching the course the exact same as an honors class even though its just a regular class. pro- she really knows what she's doing and it's a lot different from a regular boring class con- I'm not getting an honors credit for an honors class. Human Diversity & Social Work: This is my major class & I'm really interested in everything we talk about. pro- 90% of the class are social work majors and everyone seems to be a "people person". Also, the teacher doesn't pronounce the "th" infront of words like the, this, then she supplements it with a "d" da, dis, den. con-the lecture is so boring. Western Civ 1: This is a 300+ lecture class pro-none con- see paragraph 1. Paying for college and getting a great education/all A's Plus 2
YoungLife is going to be amazing. Period. The first YoungLife College club was on Wednesday and it was so fun! A lot of freshman showed up and I'm really excited to get to know all the new girls. We had a little bump in the road today with High School YoungLife but it was fixed before we even had time to worry about it. Good one God. I can't wait to hear all about the details on Sunday during the leader meeting! Plus 5
In about 30 minutes I am going to the ticket office so I can camp out and buy a Arkansas/A&M Football ticket. They go on sale at 8:30 am tomorrow and Sara, Gini (some of my roommates) and I are going to camp outside and get amazing tickets! Yayyaya. I surly hope my phone doesn't die or it starts raining! Great time bonding! Plus 4
Today I was reading the last chapter of Numbers (Yes! Yes! Yes) and as I was reading I was thinking about how everything in the bible really happened. It's history, whether people believe in God or not is the only questionable thing. But everything is history and really happened. So while I was reading it I pulled up a map of all these places Moses & the gang were going and thought it was kind of neat to follow them with my finger as I read. THEN in my art history class we just so happen to talk about all the places I had read about earlier. It was awesome that I got to see the bible brought to life! Plus 10!!
I promise to put up pictures asap! Now I'm on my way to camp out for football tickets! Yay! Can't wait!
Total points: 18
Plus Jon Jordan's comment puts this blog to 100,018 points.
If you're keeping up with the prayers all my prayer requests are the same! Yall are the greatest!
I don't think I really have a "favorite class" but there are pros and cons of each class. Art History: The teacher reads from a script. Word for word. pro- its hysterical when she loses her place and makes excuses so it doesn't look like she lost her place. con- she's reading from a script and its the most boring 50 minutes of my life. Psyc: My teacher is a TA. pro- it shouldn't be too hard con- at times I feel like I know more about a subject then he does. Communications: My teacher is an Honors teacher so she's teaching the course the exact same as an honors class even though its just a regular class. pro- she really knows what she's doing and it's a lot different from a regular boring class con- I'm not getting an honors credit for an honors class. Human Diversity & Social Work: This is my major class & I'm really interested in everything we talk about. pro- 90% of the class are social work majors and everyone seems to be a "people person". Also, the teacher doesn't pronounce the "th" infront of words like the, this, then she supplements it with a "d" da, dis, den. con-the lecture is so boring. Western Civ 1: This is a 300+ lecture class pro-none con- see paragraph 1. Paying for college and getting a great education/all A's Plus 2
YoungLife is going to be amazing. Period. The first YoungLife College club was on Wednesday and it was so fun! A lot of freshman showed up and I'm really excited to get to know all the new girls. We had a little bump in the road today with High School YoungLife but it was fixed before we even had time to worry about it. Good one God. I can't wait to hear all about the details on Sunday during the leader meeting! Plus 5
In about 30 minutes I am going to the ticket office so I can camp out and buy a Arkansas/A&M Football ticket. They go on sale at 8:30 am tomorrow and Sara, Gini (some of my roommates) and I are going to camp outside and get amazing tickets! Yayyaya. I surly hope my phone doesn't die or it starts raining! Great time bonding! Plus 4
Today I was reading the last chapter of Numbers (Yes! Yes! Yes) and as I was reading I was thinking about how everything in the bible really happened. It's history, whether people believe in God or not is the only questionable thing. But everything is history and really happened. So while I was reading it I pulled up a map of all these places Moses & the gang were going and thought it was kind of neat to follow them with my finger as I read. THEN in my art history class we just so happen to talk about all the places I had read about earlier. It was awesome that I got to see the bible brought to life! Plus 10!!
I promise to put up pictures asap! Now I'm on my way to camp out for football tickets! Yay! Can't wait!
Total points: 18
Plus Jon Jordan's comment puts this blog to 100,018 points.
If you're keeping up with the prayers all my prayer requests are the same! Yall are the greatest!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
I wish it was Funday.
So I've been in Arkansas for a week! Everything has started to settle down here and my friends FINALLY started to move in! My roommate moved in on Tuesday and things have been really good! Tonight we are planning a girls night out and I'm pretty excited about it! Hopefully we'll start to get to know each other a lot better and decorate our living room at some point! Chloe and I had an awesome talk last night and we seem to be into a lot of the same stuff. Like for example God. He's pretty tight. Plus 5
The other day I got a fishy and named him Cairns (after Cairns, Australia) and painted Australia on his fish bowl so he feels at home. I really think its going to work out. He is a beautiful blue Crowntail Betta, pictures will be up soon! Plus 4 (originally it was just plus 3 but I figure since it's a living creature I'll give it plus 4)
YOUNGLIFE IS STARTING! I went to the first leadership meeting last night and it was incredible. As most of you (since my mother is the only one that reads this) know I am a High School leader now and we just got some incredible news! A club room has been donated to us kind of and we'll start up at some point having regular clubs there! We really want to build relationships first and have 25-30 committed kids for our first club. It's going to be off the charts. Plus 6 for new/awesome club room and YoungLife excitement
Tomorrow is the first day of classed. Let's just say I'm not exactly thrilled because it means no more summer and study study study. I'm in Arkansas for school so I'm going to do my best and work through it, go to classes and what not but I wish I could be a little closer to home. Maybe 2 hours? That'd be great. So tomorrow/Wednesday/Friday I have Psychology & Art Lecture and then Tuesday/Thursday I have Communications, Human Diversity & Western Civ 1. This will be interesting. Minus 1
Everything else in my life seems to be pretty good. I am happy, I just wish I could fast forward to graduation and start actually living my life. There are many reasons for this that I may express one day on here. I may have to put my study abroad trip on hold and attempt to graduate early and work/go to school full time next summer to do so. We'll see and I'll be praying about it. No points.
As you can see I've decided to give my blogs points now. I'm liking it so far.
Total points= 14
Please be praying about my study abroad trip, money for school, Fayetteville High School YoungLife, possibly moving back to Texas, Frisco YoungLife, relationships, my roommates, Kristin and my 40 days of believing God, school and health.
I've also decided how I feel about drinking/such. My position is much like my vegetarianism position, and putting it into that perspective I finally understand. Follow me for a second.
I am a vegetarian because I like it. I don't really enjoy putting bad things into my body like hormones and who knows what.
I don't drink because I don't really enjoy putting bad things into my body that will alter my morals.
I don't mind when others eat meat around me or eat meat in general. That's their choice. It just makes me sad because some people have no idea how bad meat can potentially be if you don't get the good stuff.
I don't mind when others drink around me or drink in general. That's their choice. It just makes me sad because some people really think they need alcohol or others that don't even think about it they've just been doing it for so long because of peer pressure that they don't know anything else -- some don't even know they started.
I am missing out on some protein but I can get it in SO many other places! [Beans, Soy yadda yadda yadda]
I am missing out on some "fun" but honestly have you met me? You think I need alcohol to have a better time than I'm already having? I don't need alcohol to help me have fun or relax because I can have a good time without it.
Again I'd like to stress that I have nothing against meat eaters, or people that drink all the time/casually/socially/whatever floats your boat. It's just something I choose not to do and I hope everyone respects that, just like I respect everyone that decided to drink. No judgment, just observation.
I guess to me, I just don't understand why?
To have a good time? What is keeping you from having a good time without it?
To relax? I guess I'm silly but can't you just take a nap or read a good book? How about getting a massage?
To have an excuse to act crazy? Why do you need an excuse? Are you scared to be yourself?
I guess I'm just a kid.
The other day I got a fishy and named him Cairns (after Cairns, Australia) and painted Australia on his fish bowl so he feels at home. I really think its going to work out. He is a beautiful blue Crowntail Betta, pictures will be up soon! Plus 4 (originally it was just plus 3 but I figure since it's a living creature I'll give it plus 4)
YOUNGLIFE IS STARTING! I went to the first leadership meeting last night and it was incredible. As most of you (since my mother is the only one that reads this) know I am a High School leader now and we just got some incredible news! A club room has been donated to us kind of and we'll start up at some point having regular clubs there! We really want to build relationships first and have 25-30 committed kids for our first club. It's going to be off the charts. Plus 6 for new/awesome club room and YoungLife excitement
Tomorrow is the first day of classed. Let's just say I'm not exactly thrilled because it means no more summer and study study study. I'm in Arkansas for school so I'm going to do my best and work through it, go to classes and what not but I wish I could be a little closer to home. Maybe 2 hours? That'd be great. So tomorrow/Wednesday/Friday I have Psychology & Art Lecture and then Tuesday/Thursday I have Communications, Human Diversity & Western Civ 1. This will be interesting. Minus 1
Everything else in my life seems to be pretty good. I am happy, I just wish I could fast forward to graduation and start actually living my life. There are many reasons for this that I may express one day on here. I may have to put my study abroad trip on hold and attempt to graduate early and work/go to school full time next summer to do so. We'll see and I'll be praying about it. No points.
As you can see I've decided to give my blogs points now. I'm liking it so far.
Total points= 14
Please be praying about my study abroad trip, money for school, Fayetteville High School YoungLife, possibly moving back to Texas, Frisco YoungLife, relationships, my roommates, Kristin and my 40 days of believing God, school and health.
I've also decided how I feel about drinking/such. My position is much like my vegetarianism position, and putting it into that perspective I finally understand. Follow me for a second.
I am a vegetarian because I like it. I don't really enjoy putting bad things into my body like hormones and who knows what.
I don't drink because I don't really enjoy putting bad things into my body that will alter my morals.
I don't mind when others eat meat around me or eat meat in general. That's their choice. It just makes me sad because some people have no idea how bad meat can potentially be if you don't get the good stuff.
I don't mind when others drink around me or drink in general. That's their choice. It just makes me sad because some people really think they need alcohol or others that don't even think about it they've just been doing it for so long because of peer pressure that they don't know anything else -- some don't even know they started.
I am missing out on some protein but I can get it in SO many other places! [Beans, Soy yadda yadda yadda]
I am missing out on some "fun" but honestly have you met me? You think I need alcohol to have a better time than I'm already having? I don't need alcohol to help me have fun or relax because I can have a good time without it.
Again I'd like to stress that I have nothing against meat eaters, or people that drink all the time/casually/socially/whatever floats your boat. It's just something I choose not to do and I hope everyone respects that, just like I respect everyone that decided to drink. No judgment, just observation.
I guess to me, I just don't understand why?
To have a good time? What is keeping you from having a good time without it?
To relax? I guess I'm silly but can't you just take a nap or read a good book? How about getting a massage?
To have an excuse to act crazy? Why do you need an excuse? Are you scared to be yourself?
I guess I'm just a kid.
Monday, August 17, 2009
This is new.
Is this the start of something new? Let's hope I get good at blogging to keep my friends and family up to date. I'm shooting for everyday but let's be real, my practical goal is 2 times a week!
I moved into my dorm yesterday and so far so good! 2 out of 3 of my room mates have moved in and I really like them! They live across the living room from me and I hope I get to know them better this year. My actual roommate (that I share a bathroom with) is moving in tomorrow and I am pretty pumped about it to say the least. Last night at 10ish I finished setting up my room and am finally all moved in! I am so thankful that my parents made the 10 hour (round trip) drive just to help me move in, I was extremely stressed out and without them I would have had a heart attack. I am so lucky to have parents that would do this for me and hope they know how appreciative I am of them. One week from today I will have finished my first day of Sophomore year and so it begins...
This morning when I woke up I read a little bit of Numbers and a little bit of Romans. In Numbers I read a lot more about the people of Israel and they lashing about against God pretty bad. The thing is they really wanted to eat meat and were complaining to Moses that they were hungry for meat and it's not fair because they had so much meat before they started all this Godmumbojumbo. So God gets pretty upset because they can't seem to just follow Him without all these questions and without whining and He pulls Moses aside and He says "I'll have the meat, and I'll have so much of it that it will be coming out of your ears" Moses doesn't really believe Him but brings some people the next day, long story short all of a sudden there was quail overflowing out of the sea. Anyways, it got me thinking- Do I truly believe God is in control of my life? and when I complain that life's a drag, how does it sound to God? When has He given me what I begged for? Did I regret that He did? I do believe that God is in control of my life, and I so often without thinking about it complain that my life is boring or so "hard". I've never once thought how insulting that must sound to God. And He has given me what I've begged for a number of times but right away I turn around and forget who gave it to me. Then I read Romans 2 and thought it was so harsh but I needed it. I found that the devil had gotten to me and created a bitter tone while reading. Don't get me wrong Romans 2 is hard to read but it's needed and I can't forget that God wants me to succeed. He gets His heart broken when we fail and it does upset Him but He isn't going to shun me forever. I need hard evidence in my life to back up being a "real doer", just talking about religion isn't enough.
I have been praying about going to Australia for Study Abroad in Spring 2011 and if you'd like to pray for that as well that would be awesome. Also, I am doing 40 days of believing God [http://blog.greggstutts.co
So I guess that wraps up my first blog ever. Yay. Update soon, promise!
P.S. My sister just moved into her house and it's really neat! I am really excited for her!
I moved into my dorm yesterday and so far so good! 2 out of 3 of my room mates have moved in and I really like them! They live across the living room from me and I hope I get to know them better this year. My actual roommate (that I share a bathroom with) is moving in tomorrow and I am pretty pumped about it to say the least. Last night at 10ish I finished setting up my room and am finally all moved in! I am so thankful that my parents made the 10 hour (round trip) drive just to help me move in, I was extremely stressed out and without them I would have had a heart attack. I am so lucky to have parents that would do this for me and hope they know how appreciative I am of them. One week from today I will have finished my first day of Sophomore year and so it begins...
This morning when I woke up I read a little bit of Numbers and a little bit of Romans. In Numbers I read a lot more about the people of Israel and they lashing about against God pretty bad. The thing is they really wanted to eat meat and were complaining to Moses that they were hungry for meat and it's not fair because they had so much meat before they started all this Godmumbojumbo. So God gets pretty upset because they can't seem to just follow Him without all these questions and without whining and He pulls Moses aside and He says "I'll have the meat, and I'll have so much of it that it will be coming out of your ears" Moses doesn't really believe Him but brings some people the next day, long story short all of a sudden there was quail overflowing out of the sea. Anyways, it got me thinking- Do I truly believe God is in control of my life? and when I complain that life's a drag, how does it sound to God? When has He given me what I begged for? Did I regret that He did? I do believe that God is in control of my life, and I so often without thinking about it complain that my life is boring or so "hard". I've never once thought how insulting that must sound to God. And He has given me what I've begged for a number of times but right away I turn around and forget who gave it to me. Then I read Romans 2 and thought it was so harsh but I needed it. I found that the devil had gotten to me and created a bitter tone while reading. Don't get me wrong Romans 2 is hard to read but it's needed and I can't forget that God wants me to succeed. He gets His heart broken when we fail and it does upset Him but He isn't going to shun me forever. I need hard evidence in my life to back up being a "real doer", just talking about religion isn't enough.
I have been praying about going to Australia for Study Abroad in Spring 2011 and if you'd like to pray for that as well that would be awesome. Also, I am doing 40 days of believing God [http://blog.greggstutts.co
So I guess that wraps up my first blog ever. Yay. Update soon, promise!
P.S. My sister just moved into her house and it's really neat! I am really excited for her!
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